cant stand it how there are so many complicated friendships and underlying feelings. it is really irritating and tiring, trying to handle the feelings of everyone i wish that everyone would just stop fighting and bitching This is so crap. I want to not go to school tomorrow and just lie in bed but i have tuition tomorrow which is like crap. I am boy-cotting studying history cos i really cant be bothered and it is source-based. i have absolutely nothing to look forward in a week, i somehow dont want the weekends to come and yet i want to get the week over. cant stand all the things that i have to do and every day is so packed so many things to do. i just want to drop dead and rot on the floor or something.